Chapter Nine: depression hits hard today

I just want to be that old couple that everyone looks up to because they have been together for years upon years, and they are still in love. I know I'm only twenty but that's what I want. /sigh. I don't fear a lot of things, but that is one thing I do fear. Not having that one day. The movie "Up" kind of reminded me of that. I think my depression is kind of hitting me today. I think LARP will do me some good.